No surprises

by 小葵 on 2014/05/25

 

一旦开始要写点什么的时候,就开始放空,发呆。

这些年学到的:千万不要有深信不疑的事,因为到最后肯定会被摧毁。

命里有时终须有,命里无时莫强求。等你发现时光是贼了,它早已偷光你的选择。

 

2014年1月开始坚持了一件小事,每日写一句话记录一天。每个月随意选了两天:

 

1月10日 联系 已有女友。最后一面

1月23日 傍晚哭 妈也被我气哭

1月31日 一个人 和张聊天 虾说离婚了

2月8日 上班 atm小哥 晚上哭

2月24日上班 想去Fiji结婚

3月19日北京4号线新街口 luca 

4月5日 下午看书 梦见其结婚

4月30日白天上班 晚上串串 广场闲坐

5月2号 爬山 7个小时10公里山路 傍晚惊险回家

5月24日逛锦里,吃东北菜,看深夜电影、

 

 

一月到五月看了三十三本书。重读《小王子》,十年后看懂了。

狐狸说,她不喜欢麦田,因为这和她没什么关系,但从此以后,

每当她看到麦田,就会想起小王子金色的头发,于是她就会觉得很快乐。

 

 

一月到五月听了两万次歌曲,那么迷上了Britpop,英伦摇滚,孤傲而超然,迷幻而哲学。

好听能让你接近你的灵魂,会让人cry好吗。

在此,一生俯首为Radiohead。

另外向pink floyd、joy division、metallica、nirvana、leonard cohen、

green day、oasis、muse、 Blur,Suede、The Verve、Travis…致敬。感谢大神们的陪伴。

(此处有装逼的嫌疑,哈哈。)

 

上一周,想起来一个有趣的事情,

从2014年第一天开始至今。我进入了想什么就来什么的节奏,传说中的心想事成。

1月想要XX,2月就有了XX,超出想象。想要离开某地,换一份钱多事少离家近的工作 ,3月就有了。

想去散心,去北京high一周。前前后后,想见的人,全部都见了。

想轻松搬家,朋友分分钟帮我搞定。想吃的好吃的,一想完过两天就吃到。

想要一只喵星人,妹妹给我拿来一只。爬山到半山腰憋到不行想上厕所,走了几步厕所就在面前。

。。。

 

所有的一切要感谢一直在我身边的几位好友,谢谢你们始终在我身边。特别感谢XXX。

年龄越大越觉得很多东西很难得。我不懂事,多谢大家的包容。

有时候想,我想要的已经实现了,没实现的也都会实现。也会忍不住笑出声来。

有时候受过的伤害,还会反复,想起那些不堪的回忆,还是会忍不住哭出声来。

 

哈哈,我是来搞笑的。

请不要说我是文艺的,有兽,觉得自己可现实可理性了,或者可2了。

我热爱我的大成都,有暴多的好吃的,又不贵。很多的热心肠的人。国际范儿的地标建筑也不缺乏。

好多单位管理松散,好多插科打诨的耍耍人,踩点打卡,不加班,爱搓麻,喝茶,摆悬龙门阵。

 

苑里开完了色彩清新的月季花,三角梅,枇杷。

有一天下大雨,在小区我笑笑地躲到一个小男孩伞下。

现在楼下有一大批栀子花海,楼顶花园的向日葵,我等你开花。

 

感谢生活,感谢好多人。

 

小狐狸说:想要驯服一个人,就要冒着掉眼泪的危险。

 

You could be my unintended choice to live my life extended

you could be the one i ll always love

you could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions ……

 

——muse《unintended》

 

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There are 61 comments in this article:

  1. 05/27/2014John Zhao says:

    你写的东西从来没有用过从句或者复句。所以你该当现代派诗人。

  2. 05/31/2014失小葵 says:

    你能把我咋地吧!

  3. 05/27/2014John Zhao says:

    你写的东西从来没有用过从句或者复句。所以你该当现代派诗人。

  4. 05/31/2014失小葵 says:

    你能把我咋地吧!

  5. 05/29/2014wwek says:

    o

  6. 05/31/2014失小葵 says:

    如果说你要离开我,请真诚点来告诉我。

  7. 05/31/2014wwek says:

    离开你妹.!

  8. 05/31/2014wwek says:

    你这是在装逼 哼哼`

  9. 05/29/2014wwek says:

    o

  10. 05/31/2014失小葵 says:

    如果说你要离开我,请真诚点来告诉我。

  11. 05/31/2014wwek says:

    离开你妹.!

  12. 05/31/2014wwek says:

    你这是在装逼 哼哼`

  13. 05/29/2014Windy Liu says:

    nice。欣赏你这样的女性,真的。愿你找到理想的人,别伤心。

  14. 05/31/2014失小葵 says:

    有什么好欣赏的,我芥末普通的一个人·~ 倒是少年你,也有值得让我佩服的地方哈。

  15. 05/31/2014Windy Liu says:

    已举报。

  16. 05/29/2014Windy Liu says:

    nice。欣赏你这样的女性,真的。愿你找到理想的人,别伤心。

  17. 05/31/2014失小葵 says:

    有什么好欣赏的,我芥末普通的一个人·~ 倒是少年你,也有值得让我佩服的地方哈。

  18. 05/31/2014Windy Liu says:

    已举报。

  19. 05/31/2014小迈西玛 says:

    小葵姐发现你的生活很有莫名的自由感好随性的赶脚真爽

  20. 05/31/2014小迈西玛 says:

    小葵姐发现你的生活很有莫名的自由感好随性的赶脚真爽

  21. 06/13/2014邹勇 says:

    欣赏文字间行云流水的写意。把心打开,阳光才能照进来,生活才会更精彩…

  22. 06/13/2014邹勇 says:

    欣赏文字间行云流水的写意。把心打开,阳光才能照进来,生活才会更精彩…

  23. 06/15/2014屠龙 says:

    以放空的心态来看,觉得什么都没有

  24. 06/15/2014屠龙 says:

    以放空的心态来看,觉得什么都没有

  25. 07/1/2014DukeYin says:

    主题确实挺简洁啊 知乎观光团员

  26. 07/1/2014DukeYin says:

    主题确实挺简洁啊 知乎观光团员

  27. 07/1/2014鞋机 says:

    文艺青年年。。。

  28. 07/1/2014鞋机 says:

    文艺青年年。。。

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