随感

by 小葵 on 2012/06/10

 

把电脑抱到了客厅桌子上,风扇开启,人工造风吹来,凉意。Mac还有百分之98的电量,很安心。

半下午的时候,煮了一大锅葫芦肉片面条,倒了半瓶米醋下去,女人是爱吃醋的,津津有味,饿了,就不挑食了。

忽然还想到,要是过了25岁后,也不挑了?姑且不管。

 

感情这块,还没去想。在遇到对方之前,我能做的,就是让自己变得更好。

有时候看到恋爱中的人儿,一点不羡慕,觉得太束缚。

在感情里的人,无法看清自己和对方,只是盲目,依附。不停要求,不停转嫁自己的焦虑,变成矛盾,直到爆发。

没意思。

 

“以为只要简单的生活,就能平息了脉搏,却忘了在逃什么。”

听了七八年,每每听,唱,都触动。

也许这就是我逃避生存法则的起源。

 

脑子发热把北爱一口气看完,对国内青春剧好感增加。

对穿越剧宫廷剧还有畏惧,动辄50集以上,勾心斗角,没那闲功夫看,我还不如看书。

看欧洲杯的晚上,把蜗居翻出来看了点,两年前本说和前男友一起看的,越看越看不下去。

一个人外表清纯的婊子,做小三,还要立牌坊。

好姑娘,绝不是辣样的。

好姑娘,也许,也不是我这样的。呵呵。

 

宋思明做地产投资的,让我想到我认识的一个人。叫他极光。

因为他说他的车是极光,不太好,随便开开。

移动网络时代,互联网时代好啊,让人与人之间随时互联。哪怕在不同阶层。

机缘巧合,遇到了好多人,各种类别。

 

70年后的成功是顺应了时代,顺应了翻了二十番的GDP,这一年接触到听到的富人大多是这一批。

然后身边的屌丝更多,身上的故事太少了,蝼蚁感强烈。

我还好,平常心,善心,感恩的心。

 

这个时代太浮躁,大隐隐于市的人不算多。

最近准备看下梭罗的瓦尔登湖。

多看点书吧葵小姐。

多投资自己吧葵同学。

 

世界不属于你的,但只要你想,你也可以辟一小片宁静。

多则可能需要花个5年10年。

“如果梦很美,那么… ”。

后半句你自己去实践吧。

 

我初中那会儿瘦的不行,现在倒有点想念那个姑娘,她还会看当代体育,偷瞄学长看球,看到暗恋的男孩会脸红。

学习好努力,考差了还会躲在被子里哭。

关键是瘦啊。

今年失控了,吃了太多的垃圾食品,唉,还飙涨的几斤,为什么啊,无语问苍天。

 

其实我的心都不focus在这些事上。比如攀比,炫耀,衣服,首饰,肥胖,虚荣,脑残剧,没营养的一切。

 

今年是2012年,把欲望清单前几笔大宗货物给买了,痛并快乐,不知所以。

消费观念太凌乱了,于是现在在电子记账。现金流进来是个小水管,出去却是个大窟窿。

OK,诊断病征,经济基础出漏子了,导致各种不开心。

还有什么?

对,工作太散漫。这个是的,可能是因为太年轻了,欲望还不太强烈。

妹妹电脑买了,除了过段时间会找我买衣服什么,这两年都不来扰乱我了。

凯,已经独立了,那天我告诉他姐姐买了爱疯其实很惭愧,我在想要是给他买一个,他会好开心。

 

学会平复自己。

首先,经济基础是可以缓慢恢复的,只要坚持投资自己。

然后,弟弟妹妹亲人朋友都安好,便是晴天。

再次,生活过得还算小舒心。克制欲望,对于不相干的复杂的人等,远离之。

最后,其余的人物和事件,都是浮云。

 

好了,还燥吗?

摇摇头,好些了。

 

先把眼下的证券书看完吧。

 

乖哈。

 

 

 

 

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