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by 小葵 on 2012/06/10

 

杭州,33度。不是那种实实在在的大夏天,大太阳,大蓝天,还有小风儿拂面。

而是闷,无风,会死人的好嘛!助推了我的狂躁情绪。

当我老了,我来忆江南,最难以忘的就是那种夏天燥热。

 

前天借公共自行车,连借三辆全是有问题的,骑一小段路,那一刻觉得杭州的空气怎么这么污浊了,我心情怎么这么燥了。

每天为了不坐两站公交,我骑车,导致我每天都要洗头洗澡。

才来这城市,像初恋,清新美好。来了5年,像磨合的很久的恋人,看到的都是他的缺点,觉得得过且过吧,还能怎样。

 

其实我早就知道我不喜欢我住的这个片区,人口密集,屌丝成群。农贸市场,脏。

楼下车库住的都是些什么人,天天搓麻将,养的狗天天吠,鸡毛蒜皮,吵吵闹闹。

住低层我真的被烦死了好吗。下班回来,起早起床,永无宁日。

 

我去倒杯水。

 

我现在觉得写不抱怨的世界的那个人就是脑残,怎么可能不抱怨,人不抱怨还是人吗。

那天在某个地方更新了一句:不值得,值得的人越来越少了。

 

前几天,高考。我们家里两个姑娘高考都很差。我还算运气不差,虽然去年今年状态很差。

前两天和爸爸妈妈通话,我还是辣么趾高气昂,没大没小。他们依旧呵呵呵呵。

这个女儿外表文静,在他们面前脾气很暴,他们还是当个宝。

虽说也做了很多忤逆不道的事儿,但也还算省心。

 

或多或少也会更新以前老友的情况,依旧叫我回去。我不是贪恋这城市的霓虹,而是没根的人到哪不都是一样嘛。

 

这些年不知怎么,被磨成了个第九号和平性格,以至于厌恶冲突,一直与人友善,把所有人都看做好人。还有点圣母的倾向。

我是个好人,这个很难改。

虽然经常被冠名为不靠谱,二。但是我心有明灯,少叽叽歪歪。不反驳,傻笑,不代表我认同你,那是我懒得鸟你。

 

 

菊花茶无法消除我的心火。

 

需要点改变。

 

 

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