薰衣草和妈妈

by 小葵 on 2011/02/17

记得有一个叫安迪的人说过

“只要你去了普罗旺斯,就不会想离开。因为那里有你想要的东西。”

也正是因为这句话使他找到了属于自己的幸福。

—-《普罗旺斯的薰衣草》

曾经在高中的时候,在一期<读者>的第一篇文章看到了《普罗旺斯的薰衣草》这篇文章。当时我看了一遍又一遍,写得很有感染力。作者把薰衣草那种情节渲染在那片普罗旺斯的天空。爱情,本身带有一种香味,夹杂、飘忽。薰衣草的花语是:等待爱情,然而,那时的自己哪里知道什么是爱情。

当年的那部台剧《薰衣草》感动过我。当时纯情傻B似的心。犹然记得我和妹妹每天晚上等着那仅播出的2集。男女主角经常互相误会,我那纠结的心。连妈妈也会看。她看<薰衣草>也是没有完全放下心去看。可能她觉得这些都不重要。我当时很希望她完完整整看一遍。

 

妈妈也年轻过。不过她付出的和得到的是一把凌厉的剪刀差。记得妈妈说过,她喜欢唱歌潇洒的男的。这也是妈妈唯一讲过关于她的浪漫情怀,唯一的。我记得好清楚,在后来的很多年里,每当看到台上的男人唱着歌,一副潇洒的模样。我会想起妈妈说过:她喜欢这样的男子。那时候家人都在一起,却不懂得让自己有幸福的感觉,不懂得去收集家庭的温馨因子。

 

主题曲是许绍洋《幸福的瞬间》。不知怎么看到这几个字眼,我就想起了妈妈。妈妈幸福的瞬间是什么,很多吧。但是我却没能给她。前年高三的那场雪也让我想起了她。想起了当年和妹妹一起看的那些偶像剧。我总是在看了第一二三集后直接杀到20集看大结局。她这时候也会气急败坏,骨子里有我的倔强。

 

原本是写普罗旺斯的薰衣草的。当年佳能杂志上那一片薰衣草花海。向日葵花海在我的记忆里。停滞。偶尔我会想起一点什么。

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